okay the reason why I learned japanese because it saved me from

suicide but that is another story. what I want to say is I found one of the early songs that helped my depression. It was a short version of the song on youtube so I couldn't fully enjoy the song and the artist was hard to find outside of Japan, so I was p depressed but today I stumble upon the amazing song on spotify and it made happy with tears of joy because the song pretty much saved my life.