I like to think I am a serious learner. I know I am genuinely

interested in Japan, Iran, and in the Arab world. However, I feel like I am overexerting my self in trying to tackle this much at the same time. I feel like my soul is a user with a lot of interests in this world (and otherwise), while my brain is a computer with not enough RAM. It’s an undying conflict, and I can’t seem to choose a side to stick with. The tension headache says stop while the heart says go. Maybe this anxiety in and of itself is a learning experience. I will continue fighting on this hill until it’s no longer prudent. I have until I give up the ghost, and that will hopefully be a good long time from now.