You know.... mmmmm. I have met a girl on this app named Guadalupe

. She is by far the best person I have ever met. She has energy, is hilarious, destroys her goals, and is just overall a perfect human. I have been a HORRIBLE friend to her. I hardly respond to her messages, and that is telling that I don’t think her or her time is important. When in reality it is. I am bad at keeping up with people. Tbh I think 90% of people I meet is a waste of my time. So by thinking like this, it has caused me to most likely lose a potential life long, true and honest friend. I say I meet 1/300 people that I think are worth my time, and she was one. That means I will not meet anyone like her in a long LONG time. I am not perfect I have my imperfections. Guadalupe you will most likely not see this, but if by any chance you do, I would like to say “ thank you “. Thank you for letting me get the honor to even know about someone like you. You gave me hope that this world has amazing people in it. I have been a bad friend and I don’t deserve to call you mine. I know I have let you down time and time again. I want to zoom call with you daily since that is something I know FOR A FACT I will do. And how I can start to change this toxic behavior. You have started a new chapter in your life and whether or not you’re willing to bring me with you or leave me behind is up to you. I promise to understand completely if you do not want to continue talking with me. Love you tons~