For me being in the UK feels so lonely, even when people are

kind it's so 2 dimensional, they only do it for a brief moments to trick themselves into thinking they are a good person when In reality they don't care, I see online that alot of the people I knew are always arguing, going behind each others backs, calling each other out online, it's a constant reminder that everything here is fragile and temporary, once you stop being useful, or fun then you are forgotten.