Making friends as an adult is difficult for me~~

Online or

in real life.

I didn’t have many friends growing up because I moved around a lot, and also because I don’t like most people (a lot of people are tolerable, but I don’t find them amusing...ya know?) I don’t wanna spend time with them outside of work or school.


I had only two friends growing up(from middle school to now) but one of them got married and I don’t even know who she is...and the other person doesn’t contact me much either.


Now, I moved back to my childhood hometown, as an adult, and have zero friends. I only know my coworkers, and they are all so great to work with, but I don’t hang out with them after work~ they all have partners or children.


I don’t drink, so it’s not like I randomly go to bars and find people either. There is nowhere to meet a friend. I live in a super small city, so you can’t do activities to meet new people, because there are none. I’m not being pessimistic, this is just reality.


Having no friends is boring, just cuz I have no one to laugh with or someone to complain about my day with~


Sometimes I feel alone~ but I know next year is gonna be better, because I’ll have enough money to leave this place and move into a bigger city with more opportunities.


I guess that’s one of the reasons I’m on this app often. Sometimes you need someone to talk to ~ someone to interact with.


I wonder if anyone else is like me.


If you read until the end, thanks:)