yesterday I went to a healing session from Jan Zijlstra at Church

(more like a community kond of vibe), after having sort of lost my connection with God.

I returned to his kingdom as I swore to God I would rejoin his side in front of a large crowd.
(I didn't speak or anything)

I only stood there in front of the people (with others as well) as I held my hand on my heart and resaid the words Jan Zijlstra said in my mind, because I do not like to speak out, and rather keep silent.

But for no reason at all, I started crying. I didn't feel anything weird or something, but the tears just rolled down over my face. lol...I felt kinda embarrassed because the people of the church who also stood in front supporting us and the others saw me crying. and I hate it when people see me cry. (because I look ugly when I cry XD)

ahh well that's the story for today.
♡ I got a new Bible
(god bless if I know where I left my others 😂)
♡ got a new book, signed bij Jan himself (and he spelled my name wrong, but alright😂😂🤷🏻‍♀️)
♡ came back into the belief again.
♡ met new people
♡ there was prayed for me
♡ got a free meal at mac Donalds😂😂💕

I always had a few bibles somewhere, but I never even read it seriously once(because I don't know where I left them). but since yesterday I've actually started reading it. and I'm reconsidering going back to church too. 😖😳

#Warmond #WingsOfHealing