Ever since the virus has come here to America and in my city

, I have been a little nervous and afraid like I have wash my hands literally everyday yet I'm still scared but you know what? I don't care because if I get the virus and somehow die, I will know that I spent the last weeks of my life with all of you who have brought so much joy, happiness, and love into my life when previously before, I was depressed and ready to kill myself like I still have these suicidal feelings now but you people make it much easier to deal with ❤.